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CONGRATULATIONS SHINJI

[s-s-surprise candle call?!]

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[he's struggling a little, fighting between the kneejerk reaction to always keep his emotions tucked away, and just—the sudden stab in his chest, tears streaming]

M-Misato-san, Misato-san . . . I'm sorry. I'm sorry . . . I'm sorry . . .

[instinctively leaning closer again, one hand half-reaching for him]

W-What? No. There's nothing you need to apologize for!

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry—!

Shinji-kun! It's okay!

I'm sorry—I'm sorry I called—if you were happy, if you were fine, I shouldn't have—

—I'm happy you called!

I caused the Third Impact!

Wh...?!

[. . . lapses into silence after that outburst, not meeting her gaze]

[please hold this isn't processing at all]

[okay I will just enter a self-hate spiral]

[it's cool]

[still not processing this at all but no let's keep talking]

Shinji-kun, what happened...?

[flatly, toneless]

I just told you.

... I don't understand...

Asuka was piloting Unit-03. It was—corrupted by an Angel, and Father overrode me using the Dummy System. Asuka—Asuka was—. . . I—. . . ran away. I didn't want to fight. But—the Angels attacked again, and Makinami-san pulled me out just in time to see Ayanami get—devoured by an Angel. I—went back to Unit-01, but when I tried to save Ayanami, we—. . . I don't know. Something happened, and Eva-01 activated and opened the Door of Guf . . .

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Wait—who? I still don't... [shakes her head] Asuka was not in Unit-03.

She was in my version.

[o h]

Oh god...

. . .

She was . . . alright. Asuka was.

[like . . . this is something that was okay? aside from the . . . eyepatch and not aging ever . . .]

[let's. let's work on this little by little. okay]

... Who is Makinami?

[tilts his head]

. . . another pilot. I don't know much about her. She was working with Asuka . . . later.

[keeping her tone as even as possible]

I don't remember anyone with that name. Or rather... the only pilots we had were Rei, Asuka, and you. Then... Suzuhara-kun and Nagisa. That's all.

Toji?? —or. Sakura-san?

Suzuhara Toji... your classmate...

[shakes his head slowly]

He didn't—. . .

[just shrugs, as if to say—you see?]

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